Jun 22, 2005 16:13
Well i thought if i convinced myself that it was a lie i wouldnt get hurt when it fianally happened...but it has happened..adam just awnts me as a friend and hopes i can live with it and be happy for him...dose he even know WHAT he's asking from me??? I thought if i expected the worse...when it fiannlay happened i wouldnt be suprised...but i am..and im DEVESTATED...