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God, I hate it when a really good friend tells you way more than what's healthy and painless for you to hear. Especially when they SHOULD realize they're doing it, but they DON'T. Especially when they do it A LOT, to you and other people also. And you don't want to call them on it because that would make them feel bad. So, you're forced to listen to it. And pretend you don't care. Even though a bunch of rabid chipmunks are gnawing at your stomach and heart as the poison tumbles out of friend's mouth. It's really hard to keep a straight face through all that. Rabid chipmunks eating your insides really kinda hurts.
I found the LJ's of two girls taht I hated for no apparent reason earlier, and I don't hate them anymore. I want to hug them both. Yeah...I'm weak.
Rachel stayed over last night, yay! Basically the day was kinda boring and lacking in things to do because we were trapped on the boat and at my grandparent's house trhough most of it, but a few brief parts during the nighttime were alright. We saw Chris and Levi at Hastings, and they remembered me from the parking lot which is awesome. Even though I didn't talk to them...and if you asked me why, I couldn't tell ya. I mean, Chris was sitting all by his lonesome playing guitar in the coffee area (can we say sex?) and he waved at me and stuff ..but I went to the CD's. The freaking CD'S! Then we left cause we found out that it was closing in five minutes.
Went to Michelle's earlier today...found out that Ryan and Ricky were at a hotel with two girls. Felt kinda sick to my stomach hearing that one. Kinda the rabid chipmunks feeling. I mean, come on....a HOTEL? Give me a break. I dunno, I really should be over this whole thing by now, and I don't know why I'm not. It just kind of sucks knowing that what we did he was probably out doing with some chick he met at church or whatever (ironic) and that he probably never even liked me at all. Whatever. I should be over. Why the hell am I not?
I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. Sleepytime for me!
I found the LJ's of two girls taht I hated for no apparent reason earlier, and I don't hate them anymore. I want to hug them both. Yeah...I'm weak.
Rachel stayed over last night, yay! Basically the day was kinda boring and lacking in things to do because we were trapped on the boat and at my grandparent's house trhough most of it, but a few brief parts during the nighttime were alright. We saw Chris and Levi at Hastings, and they remembered me from the parking lot which is awesome. Even though I didn't talk to them...and if you asked me why, I couldn't tell ya. I mean, Chris was sitting all by his lonesome playing guitar in the coffee area (can we say sex?) and he waved at me and stuff ..but I went to the CD's. The freaking CD'S! Then we left cause we found out that it was closing in five minutes.
Went to Michelle's earlier today...found out that Ryan and Ricky were at a hotel with two girls. Felt kinda sick to my stomach hearing that one. Kinda the rabid chipmunks feeling. I mean, come on....a HOTEL? Give me a break. I dunno, I really should be over this whole thing by now, and I don't know why I'm not. It just kind of sucks knowing that what we did he was probably out doing with some chick he met at church or whatever (ironic) and that he probably never even liked me at all. Whatever. I should be over. Why the hell am I not?
I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. Sleepytime for me!