going like it does, for the don't

[thevisiblecat]

there was some tequila left from my birthday

thanks bundyhill.com

cuz i took some shots
flew to vegas

the hotel takes 2 grand out my account
just for being there

i wait in line for an hour
and talk with sasha grey
before i'm allowed to pay 2 grand

i walk into my room
i walk into the other room
of my room
and set up my perimeter
'round the couch

fuck all 3 of my beds

off to one of the 15 bars
where there's some show
of a bunch of girls getting up
and getting in the bathtub
and then floating around the casino
in chinese fishing boats
with busts of poseidon on them

i pay 30 bucks for a buffet
and get some bacon
and crab legs
and i spill hot garlic butter
all over myself
and it stains my pants
and shirt

forever

finally at the playboy club
all my drinks are paid for
and i watch david hasselhoff
stumble around like cheeseburgers
litter the ground
with a work dike

someone snaps a photo of me w
their iphone
and walks off

i'm on the 53rd floor of the moon
so i can see your eyes

i wake up in the morning and look out the window
at the mountains
and buy some visine
some salted cashews

write down my appointments
and make my company 30 grand

its a shitty day
and i sit smoking at a penny slot
watching the nfc duke it out

when an old bitch walks bye
and starts running her fingers thru my hair
"your hair is sticking up"
"i don't care. do you have some matches?"

nothing but old fucks and sluts
(none of which have any money
or matches)
look out past the hills
and wish for more
wish for a sunset
and walk back in

i have tons of money
compared to myself

i compare myself to myself
and i'm trying to figure out what to do with it

don't sit there and read
cg jung
unless you wanna die some

don't go to work unless you wanna make some fucking money

so i finally solidify my israel contact
and he says if i make it to affilicon in june
there won't be any more rockets to shoot

all that'll be left is cash

i send him an email
my email contains my signature

late at night
there's homos on the strip
selling aces
"you want an ace?"

an ace is a folded up playing card with 10 bucks of coke in it

you can just put the card in yr nose and hit the jackpot

funny

at the grandcanyon "hitting the jackpot" means death

i just wanna hang out with my friends
i guess

i'm just downtown

i mean

i got a bunch of ideas
and gasoline

we can hit the jackpot

if you want