Nomad
I have this problem with stability. I can't do the same job, live in the same place, or be the with the same person for more than a year without feeling the need to change. It doesn't all hit me at the same time, so it isn't a seasonal thing. I just cannot sit still. I don't know if it will always be this way, or if it is just a manifestation of my
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It might be seasonal, but if that were true things like this would never happen in spring or summer and certainly not at times like this where the sun is starting to come back into our lives.
Likewise, some people just aren't good stayers. Some people fit the nomad/gipsy life just fine and there's nothing wrong with that. If you can find a way to be happy by yourself then go for that.
And don't listen to what society tells you about monogomy or any of that. Promiscuity isn't a good idea, but that doesn't mean you have to be married for the rest of your life to be a happy person. You can be alone your whole life and still be perfectly happy. It all depends on you.
Most of all: a positive outlook is super important. You wouldn't believe how negative I was with myself about getting my job at Target. Even after they told me I was hired and was walking out of my drug test I was thinking of ways that I wouldn't get hired. It helped me realize how super-depricating I am towards myself and it seems like you do that too, just more silently.
A little faith goes a long way, Jeff. There's always hope.
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