restless

[thevirtuoso]

maybe i just need sleep
impossibility
i swear it's not you
it's me
i'm breaking
like daylight
like glass
that catch each other so perfectly
a romance overwhelming

static thoughts
feeble vague expressions
it's what i'm best with
brave or desperate
it's all subjective
i want to be honest so badly
(i'm just not brave enough)
(or i'm just not desperate)

maybe i'm looking to be
purposefully
wrecked, restless
left and lost
defeated
it gets me motivated
enchanted,
gets me taking chances

so if being ruined is the worst there is,
let's begin.