Distraction
There's sometimes just something in my mind when I get up for a day. (No matter what, I could always sleep til 2pm).
My mind feels restless. But not productive. It doesn't want to do much of anything. It feels like my mind is subserviant to my id. That's crappy. Because there is no way I can realize my own id etc.
IDK.
It's too confusing to discuss through LJ posts.
I don't know why I want to/don't want to.
I don't want to control myself.
I need to be drunk.
My mind feels restless. But not productive. It doesn't want to do much of anything. It feels like my mind is subserviant to my id. That's crappy. Because there is no way I can realize my own id etc.
IDK.
It's too confusing to discuss through LJ posts.
I don't know why I want to/don't want to.
I don't want to control myself.
I need to be drunk.