those unspoken words
had an surgery this morning.
lying on the bed,
i was pushed to an icy cold room.
in there, cold qiver ran down my spine.
nurses hurry their steps, took a leather strap
and tire me to the bed.
scary indeed.
later i was force to breathe in a tube.
and in their count of ten,
i fell asleep.
i didnt know how long i slept,
and what the doctors did to me.
when i wake up, i have a urge to take a look
at my surrounding.
but i cant move at all.
and in seconds, i felt a sharp pain in my mouth.
tears came streaming down my cheeks.
a nurse came along, cover me with a breathing mask.
and again, i fell asleep.
when i woke up is already 4.
i have breathing difficulty.
nurses hurried to calm me down.
after awhile, doctor came to remove all the needles
that going through my my skin.
soon after, i was discharged.
but right now,
who i want to see most is my boyfriend.
however, he wasnt here at all for me.
all his action make me feel that i wasnt impt at all.
speechless and tearful.
just let it go with the flow.
lying on the bed,
i was pushed to an icy cold room.
in there, cold qiver ran down my spine.
nurses hurry their steps, took a leather strap
and tire me to the bed.
scary indeed.
later i was force to breathe in a tube.
and in their count of ten,
i fell asleep.
i didnt know how long i slept,
and what the doctors did to me.
when i wake up, i have a urge to take a look
at my surrounding.
but i cant move at all.
and in seconds, i felt a sharp pain in my mouth.
tears came streaming down my cheeks.
a nurse came along, cover me with a breathing mask.
and again, i fell asleep.
when i woke up is already 4.
i have breathing difficulty.
nurses hurried to calm me down.
after awhile, doctor came to remove all the needles
that going through my my skin.
soon after, i was discharged.
but right now,
who i want to see most is my boyfriend.
however, he wasnt here at all for me.
all his action make me feel that i wasnt impt at all.
speechless and tearful.
just let it go with the flow.