living hell.

[thevelvetsofa]

living hell...
a hell you never want to be in.
and unfortunately i'm in one.
all you really hope is there someone you can rely on
and leave this place.
one that you can called "backbone".
i'm not sure who is my backbone.
i thought i have one before.
but the insecurance kills me.
those screaming and yelling at home.
is no longer bearable.
endure i did before.
but is all a bullshit.
i have no one to call a family.
is hurts me badly.
but nobody understands.
the feeling i have now is like
a knife pireces into my heart.