Oct 31, 2005 04:48
So today my brother said "I saw XXXX yesterday, Apparently she doesnt think very highly of you", "She told me next time I see Allison I should advice her not to hang out with you anymore". Wow, how mature is that, to talk shit aout me to my brother just because for some still obscure unknown random reason you decided not to like me last year. It still amazes me how much her and her boyfriend and their friends, my former friends still care. IE, how much they still sit around and talk shit and spread rumors and shit. How much effort they put into disliking me is amazing, and quite frankly extremely childish and immature.
These are people I have never done anything to. Never done an unkind thing towards. Never said anything negative too or about (aside from saying how stupid and lame it is to sit around and talk shit about me, and all the things I hear that is said about me). Never fucked over in anyway, never been mean too. I have only been nice to them, only been very generous to them in any way I could be. That includes in giving of things (food, admissions to parties/movies/whatever,alcohol,other fun), time, money if they needed help financially. I have the whole time I have known them went out of my way to be a kind and loyal friend and help them in anyway they expressed or showed they could use help. I have always gone out of my way to make sure people have a fun time, and that there was fun things for people to do, that people were in a good mood. Wether is was me planning out an event for us to goto, or planning our own event of something fun to do. I went out of my way to make sure people had rides or were picked up from there houses so they could hang out (this holds especially true for this particular person talking shit about me to my brother) and were not stuck at home bored.
Yet despite all the nice things ive done to these people, they are well over a year later determined still to bad mouth me wheever they get a chance, and say things about my life like they presume to know anything about my life these days. Considering I havent hung out with any of them since my birthday last year, well over a year ago, they dont. The last time I saw some of these people we were on good terms too, they decided when I was out of town to randomly turn face and become a jeff hater. Its all so silly, and quite frankly surprising. Its one thing to not like me and not hang out with me, but didnt name calling and shit talking go out in elementary school? It did until I met all these people, I guess my friends before this were just more mature because they didnt have any drama like this.
Lastly, I would be content with them not talking to me or me not talking to them if thats what they wished if they would just give me my shit back. Namely my 24 and Dark Angel series dvd box sets, my Age of Spiritual Machines book, the 100 dollars owed to me, those things would be Bill. Also need him to sign paperwork removing him from the company as he has no legit claim to any part of its many many thousands of dollars of assets which i have acquired in the last year and half with my own money (over 15,000 of it to be specific). Bradford still owes me 500$+, Miller 1500-1700$ easily and low ball conservative estimate that i can break down, Josh 600$+. This is why im in debt and my mom has emptied her savings to help me with schooling cost and whatnot and runs out of money 2 weeks early every month and we go without food. We cant even afford our medical cost and medications on time each month and go without neccesary medication. Thats what you people are doing, not preventing me from wasting it on drugs or something, because I dont buy drugs and dont do them, I do whats prescribed to me. You didnt steal from the rich, you stole from the poor who needed that money to live on, good job.