Karma bites me on the ass
Actions that took place over ten years ago have finally caught up with me. And gave me a dose of what I did to someone else. This time instead of me leaving someone hurt and confused it is my turn.
I wish that Sean hadn't kissed me the day after Christmas. he tore the locks off of old memories and made me wish for what once was. Then teased me with the possiblity of things going back. However. I needed to wait until he talked with this girl he has been seeing long distance for 3 years. I turned out to be a diversion. The irony? I told him to be careful I was getting ready to go through one of my heart breaker phases again and I didn't want to rip his heart out and trample it in the dirt. Damn that kiss! He finally got to talk to her and he worked things out.
I am just confused. How can you have a long distance relationship where you hardly ever talk to the person. Chatting online is ok, but he admitted that he didn't get to do that very often. And talking on the phone was a rarity. I guess that I see things differently.
No I don't hate him. I just want my heart back please. and more irony I really will go into my heart breaker phase now.
heh. Looks like my harem is dwindling. *shrug*
damn this cold is making me appathetic.
I wish that Sean hadn't kissed me the day after Christmas. he tore the locks off of old memories and made me wish for what once was. Then teased me with the possiblity of things going back. However. I needed to wait until he talked with this girl he has been seeing long distance for 3 years. I turned out to be a diversion. The irony? I told him to be careful I was getting ready to go through one of my heart breaker phases again and I didn't want to rip his heart out and trample it in the dirt. Damn that kiss! He finally got to talk to her and he worked things out.
I am just confused. How can you have a long distance relationship where you hardly ever talk to the person. Chatting online is ok, but he admitted that he didn't get to do that very often. And talking on the phone was a rarity. I guess that I see things differently.
No I don't hate him. I just want my heart back please. and more irony I really will go into my heart breaker phase now.
heh. Looks like my harem is dwindling. *shrug*
damn this cold is making me appathetic.