Apr 01, 2005 16:49
Holy shit! I am so bored its not even funny. This, I must say....is by far the worst Friday ever. I am sitting here doing nothing, and will be doing nothing the rest of the night. But there is a lot of shit on my mind and I have no one to tell. I swear....ever since that big thing between me and another person happened, I have felt so lonely, but things with Kristen are so GREAT again! Cuz we are barely fighting n e more. But I miss having that other person to hang out with and talk to. He acts so different around me now but if I told him that he would think im full of shit. So that wouldn't really help. But this whole thing about still wanting to be friends thing is weird. Like I really want to hang out and stuff with him, but he doesn't really seem to want to. I just really wish I could talk to him right now.
But besides this depressed and great lonliness that I am feeling, I had so much fun yesterday night. Me, Kristen, Jenna, Jenny, Mike H., and John S. hung out. But before they should up(the painful story), we were all playing with the balls on the pool table and we made this game that jenny jenna and kristen had to get all the balls in the pockets b4 I got them all back out on the table(sounds gay but it was fun). And well, I was like kind of on my knees and the balls were flying eveywhere and I told them if I get hit with one of these balls, I am going to be pissed. Take a guess....I GOT HIT! Kristen threw one and it bounced and hit me in the forhead. It hit me so hard I fell over. It hurt so bad. It swelled really bad......like it looked like the ball was coming out of my head. But then john and mike come and we go to lockwood and play tag. I end up tripping and my shin ends up swellling and bruising and so does on the side of my knee. But 10 bagillion times worse. And I have a whole bunch of burns on my arms. It sucks. I have pain everywhere.
Oh and me and kristen were shakin our asses to some crazy rap music...whoa...will I ever catch myself doing that again......hell yea, probably! Even though the music was, well its never good, but its fun being stupid.
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