Hi!

May 08, 2005 05:35

Hey,

I'm great. Thanks. Since the last I've posted I've tried so many times to quit smoking and this was one failed attempt also. Yes, throw stones at me. Do whatever you will. You get addicted to a habit it's in your life until you have the right mental state to quit, No I'm not fuckin insane or stupid, but I am not in the best shape in my life. I do love my life is every shape-n-form, but cigs help me stay awake etc at night. So I can be a better person in a future life. I'm just trying to maintain my job and good grades, and make my mommy & daddy happy. Dosen't everyone try to prove that? So someone can be proud of you? Shit, that's my goal to make someone proud, including myself. Sometimes I think I'm depressed, but I don't believe it. I think that's just all in my head, or something. I'm going uphill starting tommorrow, fuck this feeling sorry for myself bullshit. kthanks bai LOL

Kevin
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