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[theused1786]

the drunken words
of a sober heart
always seem to find their way out

started having those feelings again
and i had to go and ruin it
opening my big mouth
when all i needed was to stay silent

i haven't had the feelings of a crush in so long
so i guess i didn't know what to do with them
i didn't want a relationship
but i may have come across that way

texting has become my weakness
because i can't express with emotion
so it may seem one way
when it's really meant another

i told her that i liked her
and asked if she liked me
little did i know
that i wouldn't get a response until morning

she's not ready to get into anything
and i totally agree because i'm not either
now it's going to be akward
and i messed up even a good friendship

what the hell is the matter with me?
i knew she was going back to school
and i'm going to see her at some meets...
hoping it's the same as before i said anything

i feel like i'm back on square one
don't know how to flirt with girls anymore
getting sweaty palms just talking to her
and not knowing the right words to say

dammit, i'm so stupid...
i hope she can see past it
i hope she can forget it
pretend that it never happened

because i'm still getting over stuff too
i'm not ready to be in another relationship yet
but i'm still allowed to have those feelings
i just need to keep them to myself

bottling up emotions helps a lot
because then i won't make this mistake again
that drunked mistake
of sober feelings

...sorry stacy