this is my life...
You ripped it out...
Ripped it out of my chest and stomped on it.
You ruined the most amazing thing I've ever had in my life
You'll never be able to understand what I'm going through
The sky gets dark
and so does my body...
How will I ever stop feeling this way?
My mind is racing a mile a minute
I try to stop thinking about you
and how you ruined my life...
But you're just toxic to me
leaving a permanent stamp in my brain
I thought that this lust would never end
the never ending honeymoon...
Little did I know that it would be a short one...
Almost taken for granted
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
is there another way that I could make you understand?
My world revolved around you,
it's so hard for me to breath.
You completed me
but now all that's left is a hollow shell.
I can't even enjoy the simple parts of life...
you WERE the center of it all
But you killed it...
you killed me...
you will never understand this pain
I hope that place is worth it
You go away and everything changes.
You change...
WHY?
The question of the century.
The question that will be running through my head.
The question that I will never receive an answer to.
So go about you day pretending it didn't bother you.
Or maybe it really DIDN'T bother you...
Maybe the real pretending has been done for the past 3 years.
The thing that I will never know
I hope it was worth it to you
I hope it eats you alive day in and day out
I can't go through this again
I hope you feel more miserable than you have made me
Because you know what?
You deserve it.
You deserve to be miserable after what you have done to me.
You ruined my life, and you have no idea
SO NAIVE for the past few years of my life
Thinking you had the decency to feel the same for me
I have felt for you unconditionally
I gave you everything and more...
You've lost more than you will ever realize
There must be more to it.
I'll never understand how you are changed by location
Something there is more important than what we had for so long
2 Days ago I was telling someone about how they would find love
That I was so lucky to have what I HAD.
Yesterday my entire world came crashing down
Now I'm the one receiving the "you will find love" talk
HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN PRETENDING FOR?
You tell me time and again "I miss you and love you so much"
Was this all fictional?
Or was there some big epiphany?
What did I do wrong?
Why does this have to happen to me?
2 days ago I was thinking about how I would be spending the rest of my life with you
Now I'm thinking about how I am supposed to get through just one day at a time
I don't think I can feel like this again...
How will I be able to put my heart out for so long again
To only have it stop beating so quickly
Stop beating forever...
You were my everything...
and now you're not anything...
I never thought it would come to this
I never thought it would come to this...
Ripped it out of my chest and stomped on it.
You ruined the most amazing thing I've ever had in my life
You'll never be able to understand what I'm going through
The sky gets dark
and so does my body...
How will I ever stop feeling this way?
My mind is racing a mile a minute
I try to stop thinking about you
and how you ruined my life...
But you're just toxic to me
leaving a permanent stamp in my brain
I thought that this lust would never end
the never ending honeymoon...
Little did I know that it would be a short one...
Almost taken for granted
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
is there another way that I could make you understand?
My world revolved around you,
it's so hard for me to breath.
You completed me
but now all that's left is a hollow shell.
I can't even enjoy the simple parts of life...
you WERE the center of it all
But you killed it...
you killed me...
you will never understand this pain
I hope that place is worth it
You go away and everything changes.
You change...
WHY?
The question of the century.
The question that will be running through my head.
The question that I will never receive an answer to.
So go about you day pretending it didn't bother you.
Or maybe it really DIDN'T bother you...
Maybe the real pretending has been done for the past 3 years.
The thing that I will never know
I hope it was worth it to you
I hope it eats you alive day in and day out
I can't go through this again
I hope you feel more miserable than you have made me
Because you know what?
You deserve it.
You deserve to be miserable after what you have done to me.
You ruined my life, and you have no idea
SO NAIVE for the past few years of my life
Thinking you had the decency to feel the same for me
I have felt for you unconditionally
I gave you everything and more...
You've lost more than you will ever realize
There must be more to it.
I'll never understand how you are changed by location
Something there is more important than what we had for so long
2 Days ago I was telling someone about how they would find love
That I was so lucky to have what I HAD.
Yesterday my entire world came crashing down
Now I'm the one receiving the "you will find love" talk
HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN PRETENDING FOR?
You tell me time and again "I miss you and love you so much"
Was this all fictional?
Or was there some big epiphany?
What did I do wrong?
Why does this have to happen to me?
2 days ago I was thinking about how I would be spending the rest of my life with you
Now I'm thinking about how I am supposed to get through just one day at a time
I don't think I can feel like this again...
How will I be able to put my heart out for so long again
To only have it stop beating so quickly
Stop beating forever...
You were my everything...
and now you're not anything...
I never thought it would come to this
I never thought it would come to this...