out for a bit

[theupwardbird]

yesterday
was
hard
but
got
better.
a
lot
better.

i have
been
feeling
really
drowsy
today.

headached.
soared.

i am
writing my
first paper
in over
a
year.
it
is
slow
process.
in part
of
the
time
lapse
in part
of
my
mind
set.

the new castanets
is
fucking great.

lots of good music coming out.

i am excited to
write
and
record
new
songs.

things are going to happen.
i can feel it.
need
to
stay
focused.

i
want
to
do
this.