misplaced infatuation (love)

[theupwardbird]

i met you once.
i created your past.
i created your future.
i will never know you.
i am god.

some days,
movies,
books,
magazines,
coffee shops,
concerts,
sidewalks,
hallways,
houses,
and
radios,
are too much to take.

patience is wearing thin.
where are you?
i need this.

i need
something else
to fill the
cracks
in my
bones
so
desperately.