a bottle of wine between us

[theupwardbird]

i have been
writing
songs
again
and
reworking
some
older
ones

i don't know if
the songs
are
any
good

i need to record them.
and
listen to them
and
decide.

but i need to wait
until
we
move
into
a
more
permanent
residence.

desperation
is
crippling.

"may day"
by
fitzgerald
is
one
goddamned
good
story.

i still need a job.

i wonder why
i
change
moods
so
suddenly.

i want to enjoy this life,
but
at times,
that can be quite the task to do.