lookin like a limb torn off

[theupwardbird]

we leave tonight.

(toby played last night
at the
starlight
and
just
fucking
destroyed
it.
i also got the
new
ep.
it is so amazing.
toby, you inspire the hell out of me.)

(i painted my mother a picture
for
mother's day.
it is titled "garden"
and i think it turned out
alright enough.)

i am feeling good about this.

(brockton bought me a cyclops action figure.
mainly to prove me wrong,
that there is an ounce of
what we will term "coolness"
or integrity in the character.
after reading the comic that came
with the figure,
i came to realize
that brockton is right
and
no matter how hard i fought
it,
cyclops is )

(but, i still want cyclops
to be cool.
i mean, a godamn laser
comes out of his eyes...
wolverine should just
destroy him so i don't
have to worry about it.)

my bed is still empty.

(this post is the most random and unimportant i have ever done.
strange,
seeing as today i will be starting a very specific and important few months.)

things rarely fit.