not very often no (part 2)

[theupwardbird]

that fucking phrase.
what
a
god
damn
pathetic
phrase.

so it looks like i am moving to seattle this summer.
i really think that this is going to work out.
hopefully i will have a job at the zoo.
hopefully we can find a place with some good rent.
hopefully i won't feel sick.
hopefully i won't feel like i do now.
hopefully this works out.

then
i am taking a semester off.
i think.
i am going to work.
i am going to _____

here is to some adventure.
here is to living a little.

i wonder if jaime will still be in seattle.
i would like to give her a piggy back ride
for old times sake.

i am going to miss bret and josh next year.
i hope they have great times in denver and thailand.

i wish maddie and i could get a hold of each other.

i wish
time
was the only
thing
i could
honestly
say
i feel that
i am
wasting.