this is sickening

[theupwardbird]

i just read stelth's note
i feel like an asshole

i am not going to go to class today.
i feel like an asshole

i need to apologize to krista

living with too many people has been
bad for me as well

one more week
i need to get through

i need to apologize to krista

i am really fucking frustrated with all of this

i don't want to just wait it out
but
what else am i supposed to do
i don't think things can be fixed in
such a small amount of time

there is too much going on
and
i have been ignoring it
all
on the surface
but it is obvious
now
it is all affecting me

i want to throw up.