Worst day of my life? Not really, but it's close...
Today wasn#t a good day..In fact, a really shitty day.
This morning I had a huge fight with my mom. it wasn't about anything big, but that happens if life sucks.
The thing I hate most about situations like that is that I always feel sorry for it, even though it's not completely my fault. But I'm always the one to apologize, just because I hate fighting. The other ones newer apologize and then they behave like nothing's happened.
I still feel like shitting, because I can't see my mom cry. In fact, I can't see anyone crying.
But today I had to face that twice. A few minutes ago I went downstairs to see what's up. I was actually suspicious, because a few minutes earlier I asked my dad whom my mom wants to call, and he gave some stupid answer like 'she just has to do a call." - well, that isn't an answer that actually surprises me, since he thinks I'm still a 6 year old kid that is not allowed to know anything. But then he said she's going to call my aunt, and I knew something was up. firstly they've talked this weekend and secondly they never call each other on weekdays.
So anyways I came downstairs and my mom cried again. So I asked her what's up and she told me that our heater is not working anymore.
Firstly that makes me angry! It's not really working since December 31st - yes I remember the date - and we've already paid 1400 € and secondly the new one will cost about 2000€-3000€. So, we don't have money..we have no many left, because all that stupid shit that happens lately. I think my aunts going to help us out with the money, but she hasn't that much money either, and that also means we're much more in debt as we've already been. It's just fucking unfair. My parents are hardworking people, and they can't even work much more, and still we don't have money. This world really sucks.
Sry, I just had to write it down, cause there's so much in my head right now, you have no idea.
This morning I had a huge fight with my mom. it wasn't about anything big, but that happens if life sucks.
The thing I hate most about situations like that is that I always feel sorry for it, even though it's not completely my fault. But I'm always the one to apologize, just because I hate fighting. The other ones newer apologize and then they behave like nothing's happened.
I still feel like shitting, because I can't see my mom cry. In fact, I can't see anyone crying.
But today I had to face that twice. A few minutes ago I went downstairs to see what's up. I was actually suspicious, because a few minutes earlier I asked my dad whom my mom wants to call, and he gave some stupid answer like 'she just has to do a call." - well, that isn't an answer that actually surprises me, since he thinks I'm still a 6 year old kid that is not allowed to know anything. But then he said she's going to call my aunt, and I knew something was up. firstly they've talked this weekend and secondly they never call each other on weekdays.
So anyways I came downstairs and my mom cried again. So I asked her what's up and she told me that our heater is not working anymore.
Firstly that makes me angry! It's not really working since December 31st - yes I remember the date - and we've already paid 1400 € and secondly the new one will cost about 2000€-3000€. So, we don't have money..we have no many left, because all that stupid shit that happens lately. I think my aunts going to help us out with the money, but she hasn't that much money either, and that also means we're much more in debt as we've already been. It's just fucking unfair. My parents are hardworking people, and they can't even work much more, and still we don't have money. This world really sucks.
Sry, I just had to write it down, cause there's so much in my head right now, you have no idea.