Jul 12, 2005 20:50
Or if there even is someone.. it seems like they aren't up for the challenge of meeting.. and if they are.. IT'S ME DOING EVERYTHING.. i realize that's better than nothing, yet it makes me feel like its more me than them... ugh
I feel so out of it all
I just want someone to hold, kiss, hug, sleep with (spoon), kiss the forehead of.. and stare into the eyes of