May 07, 2004 13:14
That one sentence said by none other than Andrew E. Brashier sums up last night and my feelings for the last few days. Yesterday was a rough day. Searching for a job. Friends Finale. Walking into my aunt and uncle's house and the whole thing being empty. The realization that they are leaving, and taking two of my best friends with them. The dog and Chloe. Maggie, the dog, got me through some rough times. It was just me and her hanging out in SC and we were best pals. She's alot older now, and the next time they come back she'll likely be dead. And chloe, such a sweet little girl, she's grown up so much. They were only here 2 years. Alot of memories in that house. I wont see them for awhile.
And outside talking to Braish for 4 hours. Reading the Word, talking about Jennifer, life, and going down memory lane. Remembering times in high school, and looking forward to this summer. I got to tell you Braish, I know I already said this, but everything you said man just kind of calmed me down, you know? Everything will turn out all right. Put the past behind you and dont worry about the future, but live in the now. Something like that.
But, yeah.
So, I guess I would say that I am determined. I got 120 miles to travel pretty soon. One destination, 4 tests. When everyone else is just finishing up with these things, I am starting. I am going to give it my best shot, and lick 'em. I know this stuff. And as soon as thats done, its straight to Norf Carolina. Come on and raise up.
Guess no one's heard that song.
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One fantabulous summer ahead.