Apr 14, 2004 01:42
Oh, how my moods change with the music that I listen to. I try to listen to one thing or another at most times of the day. Except when Im working. I will be putting in my two weeks soon. Im not sure if it will be in enough time to work during finals or not. I cannot do that again. Working so much and studying every night. I am working 27 hours this coming week, 31 if I have to take over a friend's shift, which I might. I am trying to save a little money. I dont know. Maybe because Im not sure I want to be in Helena all this summer. I am going to try to always have 300 or 400 dollars at a time in the bank, so I can just up and leave if I want. Maybe the guys will want to do something other than sitting around playing video games all day and working. Because that would just be - college for them without classes?
Insomnia. I cannot begin to sleep. I am not tired. I wish someone else back in the cubby couldnt sleep. Then we could talk. I was told that over the weekend our rooms along with a few on the 4th and 3rd floor were flooded with water, and that it originated from our cubby. I didnt ask, and told Alpha Mu I didnt want to know. As long as our room was clean now, its cool. I have some wet books though.
I went driving again tonight for about an hour. All through Auburn, down roads I havent been. I should know this place pretty soon. Windows rolled down, Led Zepplin playing with a few other songs. Led Zepplin is the coolest band ever. I thought alot, way too much. Driving and thinking is quickly becoming a past time.
I have made some serious decisions, and will be forced to make some more before the summer is over. My aunt and uncle are moving to San Diego, and I might be going with them and attending college out there. Not this coming year but maybe the next. My parents already said I can do a semester abroad in Austrailia and another one in Spain (that one I must pay for) sometime during my junior or senior year. Also, I am increasingly wanting to join ROTC.
This is not how I wanted this entry to go at all. I can't bring myself to say all the things I want. I am putting a stop to this entry.