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my mothers unemployment ended and I don't have the slightest clue how I will ever move out for college now. she isn't going to have a way of sustaining herself at this time and well I get the ass end of it and am going to have the shittiest college experience ever. I am thinking about dropping out of PSU and going after a vocational certification in welding or something. either that or take out a bunch of loans... I am applying for scholarships as well but I don't know if even that will be enough because I probably won't get any because I am not a women, racial minority, and the wrong major for every single one.