silver lining
so...my job will be gone sometime in the next few weeks. and for some its' going to be a great thing, some it's neutral...for me it sucked because eventually i want to open my own record store so i was just going to try to get another record shop job...well...one of the best thigns that could ever happen...is.
looks like i'm going to be temporarilly moving to portland...see what happens.
get a temp job or whatever.
i can't live life not knowing, i have to take the chance and see what happens with geoff and i.
i've broken up with countless guys over the last 3+ years just to be with him a weekend, i talk to him in one form or another every stinkin' day...this has been my only real chance to see what happens. if we don't work out at least i will know that i tried my hardest.
i'm really really excited, and kind of scared...and...i know this is the right thing to do.
i'm unfortunatly leaving all my best friends, lovers, "family"...and skyler.
it's going to be rough.
but...i have his blessing so that means the world to me.
looks like i'm going to be temporarilly moving to portland...see what happens.
get a temp job or whatever.
i can't live life not knowing, i have to take the chance and see what happens with geoff and i.
i've broken up with countless guys over the last 3+ years just to be with him a weekend, i talk to him in one form or another every stinkin' day...this has been my only real chance to see what happens. if we don't work out at least i will know that i tried my hardest.
i'm really really excited, and kind of scared...and...i know this is the right thing to do.
i'm unfortunatly leaving all my best friends, lovers, "family"...and skyler.
it's going to be rough.
but...i have his blessing so that means the world to me.