ya know...
as much as i like will, and know it would be a cool thing...i'm really tired of dating boys that do drugs. and in this senario a boy that does a drug i like.
i can see my life going from starting out aon a good track to going in the gutter real fast. who wants to date a coke buddy? every one...but not if they want a real life. fuck that shit. i adore the lad, really happy around him...but fuck that drug shit.
i promised myself i wouldn't do that again...it's a little different circumstances...this time we could share that part of life, but do i want to knowing it's something that is so easily accessible?a bit of a weakness if you will...
hm....
on the other had....
me and matt are really simular in how we deal with people.
it's kind of like a game.
i can see it working out to being something more thank drinking/fucking buddies.
we're kind of assholes.
i'm just a little more sugar coated, yet blunt...he's a little more subdued and intelectual sounding.
i can see my life going from starting out aon a good track to going in the gutter real fast. who wants to date a coke buddy? every one...but not if they want a real life. fuck that shit. i adore the lad, really happy around him...but fuck that drug shit.
i promised myself i wouldn't do that again...it's a little different circumstances...this time we could share that part of life, but do i want to knowing it's something that is so easily accessible?a bit of a weakness if you will...
hm....
on the other had....
me and matt are really simular in how we deal with people.
it's kind of like a game.
i can see it working out to being something more thank drinking/fucking buddies.
we're kind of assholes.
i'm just a little more sugar coated, yet blunt...he's a little more subdued and intelectual sounding.