happy birthday to me
well i would have said that yesterday was the worst birthday ever, but it wasn't...the one where everyone had to leave my party at gramps's to take gramma to the hospital was the worst...because that night was the beginning of her death 3 months later. and it took me a long time to heal from her passing.
ANYway, the reason i would say yesterday sucked was because i had shit loads of hmwk to do, studying up the ass, and i had to work. i could have called off but after losing 16 hours to celebrate pants's b-day, and getting a massive credit card bill and cell phone bill, i decided i should work to try and pay those things off. and i have taken the first step in solving a problem...admitting that i have a SERIOUS addiction to buying all new kinds of make-up LOL. seriously, every new thing that comes out, i have to have. it's getting expensive. so i really didn't do much else besides study, hmwk, and work. oh and my boss yelled at me. i was feeling shitty anyway because neither my brother or sister even said happy birthday to me...WTF??? so already being on the verge of tears because of the lack of caring my siblings now have in everything, my boss screamed at me, "stop fucking slammin shit! i'm already fuckin pissed off!" i stood there in shock, sad and angry, because i was rushing to make all these orders and i closed one of the cooler doors with my foot on my way to the grill. well, it closed a little loud (not like it would break anything, cuz they're heavy duty steel things with huge rubber padding on them) and i made the "oopsy! that was an accident-i'm sorry" face. i can't really show it here. yeah he screamed at me. i was so pissed. i wanted to tell him "look, you PRICK, i am here on MY birthday working my ASS off during dinner rush by MYSELF on fryer and subs for YOUR F***ING business. don't you dare give me your shit!!" but i stood there and instead said in a tiny voice "i'm sorry...it was an accident." yeah i really told him lol. but at least i got to go home an hour early because the orders stopped eventually and i worked hard to clean everything. i just really hate him sometimes. he can be the coolest boss ever, and then turn around and be a moody asshole to everyone when he gets stressed. so pants gave me a big hug and made me feel a little better. so i went home and studied.
ok so here's why my b-day doesn't suck anymore. after pants got out of work he called me and i went to his house to sleep over and get presents YAYYYYY!!!!!!! he gave me a box of Godiva chocolate, my absolute favorite in the whole world *drool*. then gives me this box and i open it up and there is a gorgeous super pretty totally awesome perfect necklace! it was exactly what i've been wanting for a while. it matches the ring he gave me for our 1yr (the white gold opal and diamond one). it's beautiful. it has the shape of one side of the ring band...kind of a wavy thing going on with a--oh fuck it i can't explain it LOL! and a big oval opal in the center on a super-fine box chain. and here's the sweet part...i've been thinking to myself that i wanted a necklace to match my ring. i held my ring up sideways/vertical and thought "man this would make such an amazing necklace if it had this shape of the band and everything" and i thought about it alot. and i NEVER told anyone, including pants. so he just sort of had this idea on his own...so not only was it a complete surprise, but it was EXACTLY what i wanted. so weird. it was like he read my mind. am i excited? hell yeah i'm excited. i was getting all antsy last night at 1:30am after he gave it to me. i wanted to go show everyone i knew, but i think most of them would get pissed or feel violated if i barged into their bedrooms and woke them up in the middle of the night to show them my birthday present LOL. so i sat there and kept bouncing up and down to relieve some hyperness i was feeling. then i ate a piece of that ever-so-orgasmic chocolate. it was so good i didn't even wanna swallow it, i just wanted to keep it in my mouth, but then pants would wake up to me drooling chocolate all over his pillows hahahaha. yeah that's....kinda gross. right now i'm waiting for my mom to get home so i can show her. she freaked when i showed her the ring, so she'll definitely love this necklace. well pants has been waiting for me to call, so i must depart. i just wanted to tell everyone my happy news. so today we're going horsey riding and then out to dinner with my parents. it'll be nice. gotta go!
ANYway, the reason i would say yesterday sucked was because i had shit loads of hmwk to do, studying up the ass, and i had to work. i could have called off but after losing 16 hours to celebrate pants's b-day, and getting a massive credit card bill and cell phone bill, i decided i should work to try and pay those things off. and i have taken the first step in solving a problem...admitting that i have a SERIOUS addiction to buying all new kinds of make-up LOL. seriously, every new thing that comes out, i have to have. it's getting expensive. so i really didn't do much else besides study, hmwk, and work. oh and my boss yelled at me. i was feeling shitty anyway because neither my brother or sister even said happy birthday to me...WTF??? so already being on the verge of tears because of the lack of caring my siblings now have in everything, my boss screamed at me, "stop fucking slammin shit! i'm already fuckin pissed off!" i stood there in shock, sad and angry, because i was rushing to make all these orders and i closed one of the cooler doors with my foot on my way to the grill. well, it closed a little loud (not like it would break anything, cuz they're heavy duty steel things with huge rubber padding on them) and i made the "oopsy! that was an accident-i'm sorry" face. i can't really show it here. yeah he screamed at me. i was so pissed. i wanted to tell him "look, you PRICK, i am here on MY birthday working my ASS off during dinner rush by MYSELF on fryer and subs for YOUR F***ING business. don't you dare give me your shit!!" but i stood there and instead said in a tiny voice "i'm sorry...it was an accident." yeah i really told him lol. but at least i got to go home an hour early because the orders stopped eventually and i worked hard to clean everything. i just really hate him sometimes. he can be the coolest boss ever, and then turn around and be a moody asshole to everyone when he gets stressed. so pants gave me a big hug and made me feel a little better. so i went home and studied.
ok so here's why my b-day doesn't suck anymore. after pants got out of work he called me and i went to his house to sleep over and get presents YAYYYYY!!!!!!! he gave me a box of Godiva chocolate, my absolute favorite in the whole world *drool*. then gives me this box and i open it up and there is a gorgeous super pretty totally awesome perfect necklace! it was exactly what i've been wanting for a while. it matches the ring he gave me for our 1yr (the white gold opal and diamond one). it's beautiful. it has the shape of one side of the ring band...kind of a wavy thing going on with a--oh fuck it i can't explain it LOL! and a big oval opal in the center on a super-fine box chain. and here's the sweet part...i've been thinking to myself that i wanted a necklace to match my ring. i held my ring up sideways/vertical and thought "man this would make such an amazing necklace if it had this shape of the band and everything" and i thought about it alot. and i NEVER told anyone, including pants. so he just sort of had this idea on his own...so not only was it a complete surprise, but it was EXACTLY what i wanted. so weird. it was like he read my mind. am i excited? hell yeah i'm excited. i was getting all antsy last night at 1:30am after he gave it to me. i wanted to go show everyone i knew, but i think most of them would get pissed or feel violated if i barged into their bedrooms and woke them up in the middle of the night to show them my birthday present LOL. so i sat there and kept bouncing up and down to relieve some hyperness i was feeling. then i ate a piece of that ever-so-orgasmic chocolate. it was so good i didn't even wanna swallow it, i just wanted to keep it in my mouth, but then pants would wake up to me drooling chocolate all over his pillows hahahaha. yeah that's....kinda gross. right now i'm waiting for my mom to get home so i can show her. she freaked when i showed her the ring, so she'll definitely love this necklace. well pants has been waiting for me to call, so i must depart. i just wanted to tell everyone my happy news. so today we're going horsey riding and then out to dinner with my parents. it'll be nice. gotta go!