i AM who I am
To no person in particular:
Each person has their own views, morals, opinions and feelings. How I was raised may be very different from how you were raised. How I view things such as goals, the future, money, and activities may not be the same way as you view yours. When I state something I am not looking for it to be instantly contradicted. I know this may happen, but NEVER tell me how I see things is wrong. It is my life, my way of living, the expectations of how I want to be along with how my parents, grandparents and other relatives would like me to be. I have nothing against how other people live their lives, but I cannot change my mold to fit into the lifestyles of others. No one knows me exactly, 100%. Even those raised in the same home as I was have a different perception. There are some things that I just cannot do. Sorry if this offends anyone, but I am who I am. Some minor things can be changed, but others are set in stone. Excessive chipping away at the stone can make my entire life crumble, and not in a way that can be rebuilt. I know how my life should go. I am not closed to just one or two ideas, I have several options, but with how I have been treated by those whom I thought cared about me makes me wanting to change my entire life. Unfortunately the only way I see to change it is to go in a direction where I will become nothing. I see that as a negative path and I do not want to take it, so do not shove me in that direction.
with kind thoughts,
mallory lynn
Each person has their own views, morals, opinions and feelings. How I was raised may be very different from how you were raised. How I view things such as goals, the future, money, and activities may not be the same way as you view yours. When I state something I am not looking for it to be instantly contradicted. I know this may happen, but NEVER tell me how I see things is wrong. It is my life, my way of living, the expectations of how I want to be along with how my parents, grandparents and other relatives would like me to be. I have nothing against how other people live their lives, but I cannot change my mold to fit into the lifestyles of others. No one knows me exactly, 100%. Even those raised in the same home as I was have a different perception. There are some things that I just cannot do. Sorry if this offends anyone, but I am who I am. Some minor things can be changed, but others are set in stone. Excessive chipping away at the stone can make my entire life crumble, and not in a way that can be rebuilt. I know how my life should go. I am not closed to just one or two ideas, I have several options, but with how I have been treated by those whom I thought cared about me makes me wanting to change my entire life. Unfortunately the only way I see to change it is to go in a direction where I will become nothing. I see that as a negative path and I do not want to take it, so do not shove me in that direction.
with kind thoughts,
mallory lynn