The Price Of Life

Dec 19, 2006 17:53

He's gone..
December19th, 11:14 a.m. 2006
I feel..empty
Like there's a hole in my stomach
Like I'm missing something
If I did the right thing, then why do
I feel totally and udderly horrible..
I'll never get to see him grow up..
All I seen of him was a plus sign on a
prego test..
I'm tired of being alone.. I can't handle another lost
Mentally, I just can't..
I can really start to feel myself slip out into another world
It's like I'm hanging off a cliff and I'm holding one hand out and
everybody is just walking by, and then someone finally sees me
But as I reach for their hand, My grip weakens and I fall into this
huge canyon and I somehow survive, but then only to live my life,
In a great big canyon of isolation..
I can still see their faces, But they don't see me

...save me
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