start again?
so i was dumped. it was okay. i knew it was gonna happen. unhappiness is enevitable in everyone's life. I just feel like it's particularly true in my life.
a little advice: dont watch eternal sunshine after a break up. no good. It was quite a scene though. Teary eyed Jane with giant slice of cake snuggled up in a warm blankie with the giant horse dog's head in my lap.
God i fucking love animals. particularly pets. they just know. they always know what's going on. it blows my fucking mind to think that these creatures have such profound personalities
My new favorite word is profound. i use it even when it doesn't fit.
Darryn and I talked tonight. he said he can help me start over again. god i miss that queer! He is truly home to me. swear to god if he was straight i'd be a married woman by now! He said he can help me find a place and a job... this is all assuming that the nanny job doesn't work out. if i started over again it wouldn't be for a few months. and he said he knows that i'm strong and he admires that i have the strength to start over when life knocks me down.
This time I won't be a crutch. I won't be a wallet. I won't give and give and give and get nothing in return. i won't put up with being ignored or mistreated. i won't rush. i'll do better; be smarter.
I figure I gotta get it right one of these times.
a little advice: dont watch eternal sunshine after a break up. no good. It was quite a scene though. Teary eyed Jane with giant slice of cake snuggled up in a warm blankie with the giant horse dog's head in my lap.
God i fucking love animals. particularly pets. they just know. they always know what's going on. it blows my fucking mind to think that these creatures have such profound personalities
My new favorite word is profound. i use it even when it doesn't fit.
Darryn and I talked tonight. he said he can help me start over again. god i miss that queer! He is truly home to me. swear to god if he was straight i'd be a married woman by now! He said he can help me find a place and a job... this is all assuming that the nanny job doesn't work out. if i started over again it wouldn't be for a few months. and he said he knows that i'm strong and he admires that i have the strength to start over when life knocks me down.
This time I won't be a crutch. I won't be a wallet. I won't give and give and give and get nothing in return. i won't put up with being ignored or mistreated. i won't rush. i'll do better; be smarter.
I figure I gotta get it right one of these times.