Jul 05, 2007 14:03
I loathe bluenote. The whole place is utterly depressing.
I also loathe the fact i have to deal with my personal life there.
spent 15 minutes just sobbing on Aimee and then had to ask to go home.
I just can't hack it.
Im scared of were this is coming from
and where it could lead to again.
I wish i didn't do this to myself
your heart makes a fist and it's bruising my brain