Registration Process :
boldly go forward, stop looking for happiness in the remember whens, and find joy in the tommorows, and next tuesdays. advice i have taken recently, and i'm pretty proud of myself. it's amazing how the most amazing of relationships happen when you least expect they will, when your looking, when your on the hunt for something, for that type of "someone" you get your hopes soaring, and your expectations, hopes and dreams, shoot through the roof, and when all that you wanted to happen doesn't, it's not a good time to be alive for that 24 hours when you cant understand what you've obviously done wrong, which swtich you forgot to switch, what color shirt did i wear that night, was there something in my teeth. my favorite valentines day was 3 years ago, Ty, my boyface. our song was "put it on me" by Ja Rule, and I loved every second of it. We saw chocolate, ate gummy bears, had pizza and ice cream, and exchanged heart shaped boxes of assorted candies, it was so amazing. Every one after that, I hope something just as classic as that will happen, and well 3 years later it has yet to happen. Although, I got an embarassing display of red roses last year from yours truly, Peter, that boy, what a sweetheart, it made me exstatic, any how, valentines day is just so that card companies stay in business. I see an amazing Valentines Day as, Cluck-U, our favorite places, candy hearts, laughter, and making out on the beach at night when its freezing, cause that's really cute. But, this is not a movie, I am not in 7th heaven, why are my expectations for that to happen, in the exact order, of course? Hm. I don't know really. We set ourselves up for upset. It's the truth.
Anyhow, I looked for nothing on that sunday, and right now I'm not sure what I found exactly, but it's something, He's something. I think?
Maybe not.
Not gona think about it because I will create unrealistic fantasies in my mind that will never cease to exsist, atleast while im still 16. have a good valentines day next monday, dont be depressed if you are alone, because when were 45 with a disfunctional marriage, love handles, no sex life, and 5 kids, you'll be wishing you could get take out with the girls, eat tons of candy and chocolat and watch How to Deal..
Maybe thats just my take on it? Yes deffinitly just me.
Krissy slept over last night - her white hairs have never been whiter, SO cute, i love her so much best friends forever and ever and ever.
Anyhow, I looked for nothing on that sunday, and right now I'm not sure what I found exactly, but it's something, He's something. I think?
Maybe not.
Not gona think about it because I will create unrealistic fantasies in my mind that will never cease to exsist, atleast while im still 16. have a good valentines day next monday, dont be depressed if you are alone, because when were 45 with a disfunctional marriage, love handles, no sex life, and 5 kids, you'll be wishing you could get take out with the girls, eat tons of candy and chocolat and watch How to Deal..
Maybe thats just my take on it? Yes deffinitly just me.
Krissy slept over last night - her white hairs have never been whiter, SO cute, i love her so much best friends forever and ever and ever.