Unlucky.
Today's Lesson:
You cannot drag others through hell just because you are unable to get yourself out of it.
I get so mad at myself sometimes. All I want is to figure things out and not be perpetually unhappy...
Damned if I do, damned if I don't. Story of my life.
I try really hard. I do. To make everybody happy, including myself...but it never seems to work out like I planned. For two weeks, things worked out so well...and then I just crashed all of a sudden, and I don't know why. Call me crazy.
You might as well, because I am.
I'm starting to think I should just wear a sign around my neck that says, "DO NOT GET INVOLVED WITH ME." Maybe then, I could just get it out of the way and nobody would have to learn the hard way.
I wouldn't mind so much if it weren't always the people I care about the most. But it is. I like him a lot, and yet I go and I fuck things up because God forbid anything work out for me...he's nice to me, he's funny, he's smart, he's on time, he's polite, and I like being with him.
No problem, right?
I've just got to learn to wait things out. Take some time to figure myself out before I go making other people try to do it. I know who I am, I just don't know quite why I feel the way I do sometimes. Wish I did, but I don't.
So sue me.
-Tyrannosaurus Ren
You cannot drag others through hell just because you are unable to get yourself out of it.
I get so mad at myself sometimes. All I want is to figure things out and not be perpetually unhappy...
Damned if I do, damned if I don't. Story of my life.
I try really hard. I do. To make everybody happy, including myself...but it never seems to work out like I planned. For two weeks, things worked out so well...and then I just crashed all of a sudden, and I don't know why. Call me crazy.
You might as well, because I am.
I'm starting to think I should just wear a sign around my neck that says, "DO NOT GET INVOLVED WITH ME." Maybe then, I could just get it out of the way and nobody would have to learn the hard way.
I wouldn't mind so much if it weren't always the people I care about the most. But it is. I like him a lot, and yet I go and I fuck things up because God forbid anything work out for me...he's nice to me, he's funny, he's smart, he's on time, he's polite, and I like being with him.
No problem, right?
I've just got to learn to wait things out. Take some time to figure myself out before I go making other people try to do it. I know who I am, I just don't know quite why I feel the way I do sometimes. Wish I did, but I don't.
So sue me.
-Tyrannosaurus Ren