There MAY BE Brokeback Mountain spoilers in this...
i dont really think that there are spoilers in this...just a disclaimer...i didnt want anyone to get mad at me for saying something without warning...
ok...so i wrote this next paragraph of this entry the other day when i wasnt feeling too good...so it was overly exaggerated...but ive edited it a bit now..so its all good...(kinda)
so today when i read the film review in the Loaf for Brokeback Mountain (which is an awesome movie btw...go see it if you havent) i realized how much i identify...or feel like Jack Twist (Jake Gyllenhal)....in the Loaf they said that "...Jack dreams of an impossible future for their doomed love affair"....sometimes i feel that way....that im just this stupid hopeless romantic who dreams of this future that is never going to happen...and im not talking about my relationship with Tommi necessarily....just what i want for myself...in my future...that kind of thing....
i kind of see Jack's dream for himself as being able to be himself..and not caring what other people think...(no matter what would happen to him) more so than just being with Ennis (Ledger)....but im sure that im overanalyzing..and just kind of projecting....but yeah.....
ok...so i wrote this next paragraph of this entry the other day when i wasnt feeling too good...so it was overly exaggerated...but ive edited it a bit now..so its all good...(kinda)
so today when i read the film review in the Loaf for Brokeback Mountain (which is an awesome movie btw...go see it if you havent) i realized how much i identify...or feel like Jack Twist (Jake Gyllenhal)....in the Loaf they said that "...Jack dreams of an impossible future for their doomed love affair"....sometimes i feel that way....that im just this stupid hopeless romantic who dreams of this future that is never going to happen...and im not talking about my relationship with Tommi necessarily....just what i want for myself...in my future...that kind of thing....
i kind of see Jack's dream for himself as being able to be himself..and not caring what other people think...(no matter what would happen to him) more so than just being with Ennis (Ledger)....but im sure that im overanalyzing..and just kind of projecting....but yeah.....