The Ex-Girlfriend
i feel so shitty right now....tonight was a horrible horrible night.....*sighs*....
i dont really know what to say...i just havent posted in a while and a bunch of stuff has been happening....ive just told the stories so many times to so many different people....i dont feel like retelling them one more time...especially without someone trying to get me to tell them....and my LJ doesnt care if i post in it or not...so...yeah....
ive been so Columbus soo many times the past week or so....alot for me at least.....i saw Allison...i havent talked about this at all have i?....well we hung out...and good times were had by all...(except her gf anyway)....she doesnt like me so much....i guess she thinks that Allison is going to cheat on her with me...which is funny...because she must not know Allison at all....actually...i cant believe that shes dating this girl....(her name is Nicole btw)....Nicole is so different from what i would see Allison with....Allison has always been so anti-drinking/smoking/doing drugs and stuff....and i dont know...they are just so different....i dont really even know how to explain it.....
the other night...i guess it was last night...when i went to Columbus i "finally" got to meet Nicole...and two of Allison and Nicole's friends.....i liked the friends alright....i mean...they were weird...but maybe it was just because they werent really comfortable around me...and i know i wasnt comfortable around them....so yeah.....Nicole talked to me...if i spoke to her first....but that was about it.....she was just really shitty towards me....i have several examples...but i dont really feel like getting into it right now....i really wanted to sit down with her and have "the conversation"...you know...the i dont want to take your gf away from you thing....but it just didnt happen...the only chance i got was when i went out on the porch to talk to her without Allison there (and before their friends got there)...and i had only been there for all of 10 minutes....and i thought it was way too soon after meeting her to do that....i just dont want to deal with all of this crap....i mean i want to hang out with Allison...but i dont feel like dealing with her possesive/jealous gf....i dont know if its all worth it or not....especially since after these few weeks here...i rarely ever go to Columbus...and its not like Allison can drive up here....and im certainly not a big phone person....and they dont have internet (not that i get on too much anymore anyway)....
i dont know....*sighs*....oh man....this really hot chick came into Oz tonight....i dont normally go for the kinda boyish type people...(especially when at first i cant tell if they are a guy or a girl)....but damn....she even had a really kool tattoo of an ankh on her arm....i commented on it...but she was just picking up a pizza...so i didnt really get to talk to her more than that....*shrugs*....she seemed kinda weird towards me anyway....so oh well....speaking of boyish looking girls who i think are hot...theres this one lady that comes into Oz every once in a while that im totally in love with...lol....but she usually brings her gf....so i guess im kind of screwed there....*shrugs*....
i dont really want to be alone right now...but i am looking forward to being able to hang out at the house tonight without doing anything...and without having to work tomorrow...its been a while....ill take a shower...eat a pot pie...and just watch some tv for a while....then ill get to sleep all late and stuff tomorrow....im so looking forward to it....all i have to do tomorrow is some laundry...call someone...and wait for Michi and Stacey to get back.....but then the fun begins....im booked solid until next Monday....and i bet by the middle of the week ill have someone to do Monday too....and then after next Monday im "booked" through the next Monday or Tues....and the only reason why i dont have anything planned for then is because the schedule at work only goes through two weeks....well...at least Allison's gf wont have to worry about me taking Allison away for a little while.....
i "stole" The Little Mermaid from my parents house....its on VHS of course....but i do have a VCR...we just never use it....i "stole" The Saint too...but that was mostly because i dont remember it very well....thought maybe id watch it...i remember liking it...but i dont know why....
Mystery seems to be very attention starved....Johnathon has been here alot lately though...so i dont know what is up with that....then again...he mostly sits in his room...and Mystery doesnt really like to go in there.....
hmm...should i make this public or not?...eh...*shrugs*....i dont really care....you know...i really like Suzanne Vega....she has some fucking awesome music.....im so glad that Matt let me burn it....i love the people that i work with....(except for Robert of course)....but everyone up there is so awesome...i really am lucky in that respect....i know i go through phases where i dont want to work there...but its always just because of Robert.....and i just get tired of working sometimes....but everyone does....i think anyway....but yeah...im glad that im hanging out with people from work more outside of work....they really do kick ass....
ok...well...i guess ive typed enough now....ill just leave with something that Lydia said the other day that i thought was really funny
"God wasted a soul on you." - Lydia
(ok...so it was funnier in context)
i dont really know what to say...i just havent posted in a while and a bunch of stuff has been happening....ive just told the stories so many times to so many different people....i dont feel like retelling them one more time...especially without someone trying to get me to tell them....and my LJ doesnt care if i post in it or not...so...yeah....
ive been so Columbus soo many times the past week or so....alot for me at least.....i saw Allison...i havent talked about this at all have i?....well we hung out...and good times were had by all...(except her gf anyway)....she doesnt like me so much....i guess she thinks that Allison is going to cheat on her with me...which is funny...because she must not know Allison at all....actually...i cant believe that shes dating this girl....(her name is Nicole btw)....Nicole is so different from what i would see Allison with....Allison has always been so anti-drinking/smoking/doing drugs and stuff....and i dont know...they are just so different....i dont really even know how to explain it.....
the other night...i guess it was last night...when i went to Columbus i "finally" got to meet Nicole...and two of Allison and Nicole's friends.....i liked the friends alright....i mean...they were weird...but maybe it was just because they werent really comfortable around me...and i know i wasnt comfortable around them....so yeah.....Nicole talked to me...if i spoke to her first....but that was about it.....she was just really shitty towards me....i have several examples...but i dont really feel like getting into it right now....i really wanted to sit down with her and have "the conversation"...you know...the i dont want to take your gf away from you thing....but it just didnt happen...the only chance i got was when i went out on the porch to talk to her without Allison there (and before their friends got there)...and i had only been there for all of 10 minutes....and i thought it was way too soon after meeting her to do that....i just dont want to deal with all of this crap....i mean i want to hang out with Allison...but i dont feel like dealing with her possesive/jealous gf....i dont know if its all worth it or not....especially since after these few weeks here...i rarely ever go to Columbus...and its not like Allison can drive up here....and im certainly not a big phone person....and they dont have internet (not that i get on too much anymore anyway)....
i dont know....*sighs*....oh man....this really hot chick came into Oz tonight....i dont normally go for the kinda boyish type people...(especially when at first i cant tell if they are a guy or a girl)....but damn....she even had a really kool tattoo of an ankh on her arm....i commented on it...but she was just picking up a pizza...so i didnt really get to talk to her more than that....*shrugs*....she seemed kinda weird towards me anyway....so oh well....speaking of boyish looking girls who i think are hot...theres this one lady that comes into Oz every once in a while that im totally in love with...lol....but she usually brings her gf....so i guess im kind of screwed there....*shrugs*....
i dont really want to be alone right now...but i am looking forward to being able to hang out at the house tonight without doing anything...and without having to work tomorrow...its been a while....ill take a shower...eat a pot pie...and just watch some tv for a while....then ill get to sleep all late and stuff tomorrow....im so looking forward to it....all i have to do tomorrow is some laundry...call someone...and wait for Michi and Stacey to get back.....but then the fun begins....im booked solid until next Monday....and i bet by the middle of the week ill have someone to do Monday too....and then after next Monday im "booked" through the next Monday or Tues....and the only reason why i dont have anything planned for then is because the schedule at work only goes through two weeks....well...at least Allison's gf wont have to worry about me taking Allison away for a little while.....
i "stole" The Little Mermaid from my parents house....its on VHS of course....but i do have a VCR...we just never use it....i "stole" The Saint too...but that was mostly because i dont remember it very well....thought maybe id watch it...i remember liking it...but i dont know why....
Mystery seems to be very attention starved....Johnathon has been here alot lately though...so i dont know what is up with that....then again...he mostly sits in his room...and Mystery doesnt really like to go in there.....
hmm...should i make this public or not?...eh...*shrugs*....i dont really care....you know...i really like Suzanne Vega....she has some fucking awesome music.....im so glad that Matt let me burn it....i love the people that i work with....(except for Robert of course)....but everyone up there is so awesome...i really am lucky in that respect....i know i go through phases where i dont want to work there...but its always just because of Robert.....and i just get tired of working sometimes....but everyone does....i think anyway....but yeah...im glad that im hanging out with people from work more outside of work....they really do kick ass....
ok...well...i guess ive typed enough now....ill just leave with something that Lydia said the other day that i thought was really funny
"God wasted a soul on you." - Lydia
(ok...so it was funnier in context)