A sad day...
Today was a tremendously sorrowful day that pushed my conscience to it's breaking point. I am still enduring the pains of guilt for my actions. I only hope that in the future I will be forgiven.... I.... I..... I washed my car. There. I said it. Now it's out in the open for all to see. I feel awful. That car had worked so hard to accumulate what may even be called a jacket...well maybe not quite a jacket, but a shirt for sure, of dust, bird shit, and other random grime. And today, I made all of my Stormtrooper's work as nothing. It's not even fair to say that I washed it. I got it done at a car wash so there were strangers invading and touching and groping....... I can't think about it anymore.... What's done is done. God help me.