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oh journal, how i neglect you so.
so i have been working at a dermatologist's office for the past month. i had to get out of that dentist office, it was driving me insane. it's unfortunate, however, where ever you go, the unprofessionalism that some people have. it's ridiculous. seriously, get your shit together people! anyways, matt and i are celebrating our 2 (on and off) year anniversary (mostly on!) this month. i'm seeing him this weekend in raleigh and next weekend in myrtle beach. i love spending time with him. he's like my valium.. he keeps me collected. he's planning to move to here within the next 6 months or so, and we are thinking about looking for places to move into together. i think this time around will be much better than the first, because we know each other better. we're used to each others habits and all that other stuff that comes with living with your significant other. so it's around that time where i think about those people that i haven't seen or spoken to in close to a year. i just wonder about them. i'm learning to want the best for people, no matter how our relationship was. whether it was just a friendship or it was more, but i do still think about these people and wish that i could get in contact with them. i know they've got their life, but it's nice to hear it from them. it's unfortunate though when you try to contact these people and it seems like they fell off the face of the earth. for godsake pick up your phone once in a while ya know? but whatever, like i said, i just hope the best for them. so.. bonnie, the bff, is having a baby girl that she's naming laila raine. i'm so excited. she's almost 6 months pregnant and you can finally tell that there is a baby in there! i'm so happy for her.
i love those who i love.
so i have been working at a dermatologist's office for the past month. i had to get out of that dentist office, it was driving me insane. it's unfortunate, however, where ever you go, the unprofessionalism that some people have. it's ridiculous. seriously, get your shit together people! anyways, matt and i are celebrating our 2 (on and off) year anniversary (mostly on!) this month. i'm seeing him this weekend in raleigh and next weekend in myrtle beach. i love spending time with him. he's like my valium.. he keeps me collected. he's planning to move to here within the next 6 months or so, and we are thinking about looking for places to move into together. i think this time around will be much better than the first, because we know each other better. we're used to each others habits and all that other stuff that comes with living with your significant other. so it's around that time where i think about those people that i haven't seen or spoken to in close to a year. i just wonder about them. i'm learning to want the best for people, no matter how our relationship was. whether it was just a friendship or it was more, but i do still think about these people and wish that i could get in contact with them. i know they've got their life, but it's nice to hear it from them. it's unfortunate though when you try to contact these people and it seems like they fell off the face of the earth. for godsake pick up your phone once in a while ya know? but whatever, like i said, i just hope the best for them. so.. bonnie, the bff, is having a baby girl that she's naming laila raine. i'm so excited. she's almost 6 months pregnant and you can finally tell that there is a baby in there! i'm so happy for her.
i love those who i love.