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What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger, right?
This past week has caught me way off guard. Michael, he has never been that well with saying goodbye to me. He completely deleted me out of his life once again without any explanation to go back to his wife that he has been separated from for two years. that was a shocker. I blame myself for this, though. I should have never trusted anything he had to say to me AGAIN. I mean, who in the hell does he think he is to randomly come in and out of my life for the past eight years and KNOWINGLY do this to me.
On top of that,
I am ordered to turn myself into the bulloch county jail in exactly thirty days. I will be serving six month to a year in a rehabilitation detention center. (rehab bootcamp placed inside prison. ) I can't really complain about this. I put myself in the situations that sadly have severe consequences.
After getting these two pieces of news in a matter or two days apart, i am surprisingly not freaking out or having a mental breakdown. I believe that I have shutdown mentally. I'm not sure if this is a good or bad thing. Nothing good comes from complaining about something that you have no control over. But also nothing good comes from showing no emotions towards what you are being faced with. It is working for me now, though. As i said before, all of this will just make me a stronger person in the end...and once this is over with...i can start on living a new life.
This past week has caught me way off guard. Michael, he has never been that well with saying goodbye to me. He completely deleted me out of his life once again without any explanation to go back to his wife that he has been separated from for two years. that was a shocker. I blame myself for this, though. I should have never trusted anything he had to say to me AGAIN. I mean, who in the hell does he think he is to randomly come in and out of my life for the past eight years and KNOWINGLY do this to me.
On top of that,
I am ordered to turn myself into the bulloch county jail in exactly thirty days. I will be serving six month to a year in a rehabilitation detention center. (rehab bootcamp placed inside prison. ) I can't really complain about this. I put myself in the situations that sadly have severe consequences.
After getting these two pieces of news in a matter or two days apart, i am surprisingly not freaking out or having a mental breakdown. I believe that I have shutdown mentally. I'm not sure if this is a good or bad thing. Nothing good comes from complaining about something that you have no control over. But also nothing good comes from showing no emotions towards what you are being faced with. It is working for me now, though. As i said before, all of this will just make me a stronger person in the end...and once this is over with...i can start on living a new life.