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I have not wrote in this thing for year since all of this shit piled down on me. It is crazy how your life can change so much in one year. I was so oblivious to what was going to happen. I know deep down i was not living the life i should be living, but i can not help to miss the "old times." I honestly thought I was happy even though i was getting kicked out of my house, family didn't want anything to do with me, and i was facing (and still facing) some serious ass charges. Everything happens for a reason, right? I believe I had to go through all of this to realize that I needed to get out of the situations/relationships i put myself in.
I miss Statesboro. I never thought I would ever say that. I miss being comfortable in a town...my security blanket.
Lately, I have been trying to move on. I need "new" in my life. I just hate the whole process of getting to know someone. But then again I love not knowing everything about a guys past. Do guys know when things are starting to go good for you....and think, "hey! i'm going to get in touch with you and fuck with her head a bit!" Seems like every guy that has somehow screwed me over in the past has contacted me this week.
I miss Statesboro. I never thought I would ever say that. I miss being comfortable in a town...my security blanket.
Lately, I have been trying to move on. I need "new" in my life. I just hate the whole process of getting to know someone. But then again I love not knowing everything about a guys past. Do guys know when things are starting to go good for you....and think, "hey! i'm going to get in touch with you and fuck with her head a bit!" Seems like every guy that has somehow screwed me over in the past has contacted me this week.