first post in 2011?
It scares me when I am UNSURE what I want to do in life, I'm referring to a job/career. My ultimate aim is to have my own shop, but saying this far easier than putting it down in words or actions.
I know I've been whining non-stop to people, saying that I want to quit. Yet, what I've said is just said. 你（我）在说大话把？*mocks myself* On the contrary, others are leaving/ (or is planning to leave in the coming few weeks). Me? Still stuck in square one and have not move an inch. Too cowardly, too indecisive and perhaps too protected, maybe. Reading 'Face the Fear Do It Anyway' doesn't seems to do me any good till date, does it?
Yesterday, while on the phone with mum (to let her know that I've rejected the offer), she questioned me on what do I really want? From applying NIE's degree (offered diploma) to accepting UOL's offer. Started with an Accounts Degree, yet switched to Banking and Finance (because I CLAIMED that I just CAN'T do accounts). Then with a Banking and Finance degree, I joined an insurance firm (somehow linked/doesn't link). She asked '你到底要什么？' Dumbfounded, I have no answer to this open ended question.
Maybe going on a holiday will help... right?
I know I've been whining non-stop to people, saying that I want to quit. Yet, what I've said is just said. 你（我）在说大话把？*mocks myself* On the contrary, others are leaving/ (or is planning to leave in the coming few weeks). Me? Still stuck in square one and have not move an inch. Too cowardly, too indecisive and perhaps too protected, maybe. Reading 'Face the Fear Do It Anyway' doesn't seems to do me any good till date, does it?
Yesterday, while on the phone with mum (to let her know that I've rejected the offer), she questioned me on what do I really want? From applying NIE's degree (offered diploma) to accepting UOL's offer. Started with an Accounts Degree, yet switched to Banking and Finance (because I CLAIMED that I just CAN'T do accounts). Then with a Banking and Finance degree, I joined an insurance firm (somehow linked/doesn't link). She asked '你到底要什么？' Dumbfounded, I have no answer to this open ended question.
Maybe going on a holiday will help... right?