Emotions, I suck at expressing them
I feel an emo moment coming along. I got kicked out of my house today, and all I can think about is a certain girl who shall remain unnamed, but it's safe to say it's not stephanie, and I feel like shit for that. I need to end my relationship with stephanie, not because of the other girl but because i'm unhappy, and I dunno. I wish I could be content with what i had instead of dreaming of more. The grass is greener on the other side you know.
I'll tell my kicked out of home story. I was told it made Joe proud of me. That's honestly something I'm happy about, I don't think Joe is proud of me often. Anyways, Eddie(Step-dad) woke me up at 9. so i woke up, and layed there for like 2 seconds when he slammed his fist against the wall and told me to wake the fuck up. I told him I was awake and he told me to stand the fuck up. I told him to go away and he came over and put his hands around my throat so i told him to get his fucking hands off me and to get the fuck out of my room. He proceed to tell me that it was his fucking house and i would be the fuck out of it before he got back. so I showered and came to mariels, where I had much fun, and later on, even more fun. I love my friends, I love how things don't bother me right now. even if my life did take a turn for the worse.
I'll tell my kicked out of home story. I was told it made Joe proud of me. That's honestly something I'm happy about, I don't think Joe is proud of me often. Anyways, Eddie(Step-dad) woke me up at 9. so i woke up, and layed there for like 2 seconds when he slammed his fist against the wall and told me to wake the fuck up. I told him I was awake and he told me to stand the fuck up. I told him to go away and he came over and put his hands around my throat so i told him to get his fucking hands off me and to get the fuck out of my room. He proceed to tell me that it was his fucking house and i would be the fuck out of it before he got back. so I showered and came to mariels, where I had much fun, and later on, even more fun. I love my friends, I love how things don't bother me right now. even if my life did take a turn for the worse.