Aug 31, 2007 14:29
Today i didn't go to school. I wasn't feeling well so my mom let me stay home. A lot has been going on and lately i have been handling it, but i can't seem to not let it bother me. It = him and i can't stop thinking about him and things between us. I still believe things can work out, but he wont let it and i don't understand why. He told me he will always be there and would always like me...what happened? How did it get to this, why wont he just let things work or even give them a try. I havn't seen or talked to him sense Sunday of last weekend. It's been hard but i've been getting by, i just dont know how long i can take it anymore. Hes everywhere i go,hes what i think about, hes what i wish for every night and nothing ever gets better. Sure we have our good days but the next day its crap. One day it seems like he likes me and then the next day its seems different.
I don't know what to do...