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I ditched again. I don't understand why i keep doing it, when i can't be. Im not even trying to stop if i was i would be at school living through it even though its hell. Im going to be at school for the rest of the week and i am even signing up for saturday school. Hannah you should sign up too if you want. I regret not going because i realized that someone does miss me at that stupid school and she is my bestfriend and i don't want to let her down anymore. My moms dissapointed in me and i hate when she is. I lied to her and my dad and that is why i am at home. I hope my mom doesn't find out if she doesn't i will never miss another day until expected. I like how it is raining outside i lovelove love the rain! I hope it rains for a while. Im sad about Eddie he hasn't called me in 2 days and if i don't call him today it will be 3 days. I know he wants me to call because supposebly i don't call enough but i hate calling and he should consider that. Whatever im not going to stress i will call him. See everyone tomorrow...