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I feel sad and happy. When i got home today i cleaned alot! I made my moms bed, I cleaned the bathroom,and I did laundry etc. My mom is sad lately because a little incident that happened yesterday. I thought to myself i should do something nice to show i care. Those are some of the reasons why i am happy but the reason i am sad is something i can't figure out, it's mixed with my happiness so it's hard to tell. I feel so blah i ditched school again and the thought of it makes me sad and kind of scared because im afaid my mom will find out. I keep letting her down and i can't seem to stop. Im going to try really hard to stop ditching and to get my days down. Thanksgiving is tomorrow and i don't know how that is going to go. My plan is to go to my moms friends house just to be nice and then a little later that day i will go to eddies but i have yet to tell him or ask him about coming over. Im scared hes not going to want too. I really want to see him more then anyone and more then anything. I just hope everything goes good. Have a happy Thanksgiving everyone.