Meh :/
Well, last night was one of the worste nights ive EVER had. I went to Cyber Hub with Tristan, Sam, and Kayla. We signed up, played some games, Robin came in with someone we said hi, he left, we played some more, then I went home in the rain. I liked walking in the rain, its fun, dunno why. Well when i got home it was like everything had finally caught up with me, i stepped into my room, shut the door, and had a complete mental meltdown. and when i say that, i mean it. I just freaked out, layed in bed ALL night and had multiple panic attacks, the whole shit and cabootle... LOWL, i probably said that wrong..... omg, im so stupid, i think i did. Anyway, i finally got myself better, and just sat there staring out the window, just thinking, about everything. I finally got up, and went into the bathroom and had the sudden urge to pierce muh ear... sooo i did, hehe. Its jus above the one i already had, nothing special, it just made me feel ALOT better... dont aks why, wheee. I know i know, i said i wouldnt add any emotions or deppressing shit, but i just had to put this down, dunno why... again O_o (FACE!!!) Well, i went to bed and woke up today, and just told my mom i rly didnt feel good, and she seemed to understand, she didnt even ask me what was hurting me :/ Well, i did alot today. I cleaned my room COMPLETLEY its SPOTLESS... it scares me... -looks ove rhis shoulder- ... i... i think my carpet... is green... ive never seen it before. -looks at his couch- ... i didnt know it could fit two... ANYWAY. today i feel refreshed, but its not gonna last for long. Its only gonna last for half of tomorrow, but its time i have to be carefree. and that was my day, how bout yours? hehehe I wunna finish Robin and my RP, AND i wunna RP with kayla and Eric... i got alotta RPing to get done... -blank expression-