Apr 14, 2006 02:59
So i have learned alot these past few months and I am telling you that my life has never been better!!
yea I have had a few downfalls like Kevins accident (which is my only pain right now) and a few other things but I am soo happy!! Life has a way of smackin you in the face when you need it the most and i am really starting to learn that (took me 18 freakin years)!!
Sunday night at church the sermon was on how you deal with your anger.. everyone knows i dont handle anger very nicely.. I'll fight at the drop of a hat! But thats what satin wants to happen! And the people who try to make me mad.. so thats something that i am working on!! YAY!! new attitude..LOL! I am tryin to live up to what Kevin wants in a future wife.. And hopefuly i am doin a good job, because I couldnt be without him right now.. hes all i have! but ne ways, I am doin it mainly because this is how i used to be before i got tied up with the "wrong crowd" for about 6-8 months over the summer last year and I thought i was havin fun at the time but now i know what fun really is ya know! people say christians cant have fun.. OH BOY are they wrong!! We have MORE fun than anyone i have ever met! its great!
Oh a lil time out to tell Britt.. *babe its all gonna be okay!! it will all work out! it always does! ya'll are soul mates and u make eachother so happy! and if he doesnt see how great you are then he dosnt deserve you.. I love you and i am always here for you.. i want you to know that okaY!*
well i am goin to bed.. its late and i got to bday parties to go to tomorrow..
Happy 1st Birthday Gerrick
Happy (early) 18th birthday Kevin..