To Tsukasa, Sincerely Nakura

Jul 06, 2011 11:24

[Ooc; This extension of letters will be passed privately between Izaya and Tsukasa. Of course unless either of them decides to show others. Izaya will have slipped this first letter under Tsukasa's door.]



Dear Stranger,

I..I know that this probably seems so unexpected and unusual but..I didn't know who else to turn to. I know, I know, what can a stranger do for me? I guess it's sort of one of those things where it just feels better to know that someone's listening-- even if..Even if you just throw this away. There's nothing too wrong with hoping in a false illusion, is there? I..don't really know anymore but it's something. There was nothing really special about your door- I just wanted to make sure someone got it...I guess I could've put it in your mail box but..I didn't want to look suspicious. Then again, it's not much better doing this either- hah...Um. I guess right now, that sounds good. More personal, you know?

I'm Nakura- by the way! I forgot to introduce myself. You don't need to respond or..anything. Lately, I've just been feeling...I don't know. It's funny, this is such a huge city and there's so many people here but sometimes..I really wonder if anyone's here at all. Do you think that some people just don't ever exist in society? I don't want to say they're invisible- that just sounds..really cliche or dumb or something, I don't know. I feel that way sometimes though- and I guess that's part of the reason I wrote this letter. Thinking that maybe, for even a minute or two, I existed for someone. Even if it's a complete stranger.

I don't expect you to write back or anything..I don't want you to go out of your way! Especially if you're really busy, I wouldn't want to interrupt anything but. I just wanted to thank you- thank you for reading this (even if you didn't actually). Thank you for letting me talk to someone. God, this probably sounds so pitiful. My dad always lectured me about being like that- he said he was just trying to do what he could to ensure the best of me but what do parents really know anyway?

Ahum- I have to go! So..I'm going to finish up this letter now..Umm-- not that I think you will..or expect you to..but if you do respond..um..I didn't think that far ahead! Oh..I suppose you could just put it outside your door? Although I'd feel a little creepy coming back to check for it. Oh- I'll write on the back of the envelope where you can leave the letter! If you want to write back that is...

But like I said. I don't expect you to. I don't really want to be a bother to anyone. I really, sincerely hope you're having a really nice day. Thank you again.

Truly Yours,
Nakura

vatheon, nakura, tsukasa

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