Nov 18, 2004 16:03
For the first time ever, i dont know what i want for christmas.
Usually eveythime this year im complaining about the things i do not have, and the things i "need". The only things i can think of that i want are some movies and clothes, and those hott slippers at the mall. Does this mean im possibly content with how things are for once? There is one big thing i could ask for, which wont happen, and thats another car, and my parents trust to drive during winter again. I dont even want that yet. Im not ready.
I like this feeling. When ashley said something before, it made me thing. realizing how fast your life can end, makes things alot different. I dont like to hold back anymore. I like to work a lil for what i get, and i have all i need right now.
I got my report card. im suck a slacker, i would have gotten honor roll if i actually changed and moved in gym LOL. i got all A's and a C+ in gym. LOL
PS. i gotta go get ready to hang out with holllllly k bye