some more boyfriend shit.
so here's my recap of recent events.
monday, hung out with the bf during the day, went to work, flirted with jordy at work, got a call at work from ali, he came and picked me up, went and burned with his friends(i told the boyfriend i'd call when i was done, then he leaves me this messg telling me not to call "cause we have nothing to talk about", but he'll call tomorrow morning and maybe come sleep over). so i call the next morn cause i'm working girl, go to work, call the boyfriend after(HAPPY 420!!!!!!), he picks me up, we go to burn, he tells me that he doesn't trust me anymore, that he wouldn't be surprised if i had cheated on him, that he loves me and that's why he hasn't broken up with me, but pretty much he's just waiting for it to finish. and then he talks about how now that he's in a relationship, he checks out other chicks all the time(and it's weird to him, cause he never used to before), and is it okay if he picks up other chicks and makes friends with them and tells them that he has a girlfriend? then at night i watch the last period of the game with him(GOLEAFSGO!!!!!!!!)at his friends house, we go celebratory downtown driving(and points out hott chicks to his friend) and then he drives me home.
i don't really even know what to say. it never used to bother me, but now we're at a point where it's not even really like we're going out, and he says this stuff to get a rise out of me, or just because he can. really, how is it supposed to make me feel?
FUCK!!!!!
monday, hung out with the bf during the day, went to work, flirted with jordy at work, got a call at work from ali, he came and picked me up, went and burned with his friends(i told the boyfriend i'd call when i was done, then he leaves me this messg telling me not to call "cause we have nothing to talk about", but he'll call tomorrow morning and maybe come sleep over). so i call the next morn cause i'm working girl, go to work, call the boyfriend after(HAPPY 420!!!!!!), he picks me up, we go to burn, he tells me that he doesn't trust me anymore, that he wouldn't be surprised if i had cheated on him, that he loves me and that's why he hasn't broken up with me, but pretty much he's just waiting for it to finish. and then he talks about how now that he's in a relationship, he checks out other chicks all the time(and it's weird to him, cause he never used to before), and is it okay if he picks up other chicks and makes friends with them and tells them that he has a girlfriend? then at night i watch the last period of the game with him(GOLEAFSGO!!!!!!!!)at his friends house, we go celebratory downtown driving(and points out hott chicks to his friend) and then he drives me home.
i don't really even know what to say. it never used to bother me, but now we're at a point where it's not even really like we're going out, and he says this stuff to get a rise out of me, or just because he can. really, how is it supposed to make me feel?
FUCK!!!!!